2nd cockroach
All right...there's this one irritating cockroach that appeared in my room.One night (about 2~3 weeks ago),around 3+am,I was lying on my dilam (mattress),struggling to sleep.As I turn to my left,I saw a black shaped creature come out from the back of a file holder.That was the first appearance.I was so shocked & couldn't believe my eyes.I tried to scare it away by clapping my hand.It was effective,but it ran towards my dilam!I hit my dilam to chase it.After hitting a little while,I found it beside the mini rubbish bin which was near where it came out from & later went back to where it was.However I had a hunch it might come back again.Bingo.It came back.I clapped again,it sort of "jump" & went back to where it came from.I didn't have a peaceful sleep for a few nights.I also had nightmares during that time but not about the cockroach.My sister said she last spotted the cockroach at the toilet.
Second apperance:I went to the toilet at 3+am again.Before I stepped into the toilet,I spotted the blacky there at the middle of the toilet.I switched on the lights & there it is.Sign.Why did I keep seeing it.The first cockroach that I killed was in the same toilet as well.My mum saw me standing outside the toilet & I told her what I saw.She just told me to roll the newspaper & hit it & she went to sleep again.I did what I was told but I did not hit it accurately & it ran to the toilet bowl to hide.This cockroach is smart.It learnt not to respond even if it heard sounds but respond only when it was hit.I had a long fight (ok,around 30min) with it but gave up as it ran behind the toilet bowl which was super narrow & impossible to hit so I went to sleep.For the next few days,I always looked out before I stepped into the toilet.
Last appearance:My mum like to read newspaper & cut articles on my dilam so she would throw my blanket & pillow aside.Yesterday,I went to sleep at around 3am.I was still scared of the cockroach.After I removed the blanket from the floor,I saw the blacky again.It was at the corner.Why did it like to disturb my sleep so much!?I was angry with my mum too.Can't she put back the things she had thrown aside!?Its been weeks.I switched on the mini blue light to observe it & try not to wake my mum up (my mum & I are sharing the master bedroom).I went to my sister's room to tell her about the cockroach.I went back again & saw it moving!It hid under a few pieces of newspaper.I asked my sister if she has something hard that I can use it kill it.She gave me a box,believed to be thrown away by my mum soon.I went back to get ready to kill it.I was scared & trembling very badly.I kept asking God to give me courage to kill it.It took a while to prepare but took just an instant to kill it.I hit the area which I estimated won't missed as there was something beside the cockroach which may lead to failure in killing.I pressed hard even after I hit it to make sure I got it.I was still scared after killing it & took a while to calm myself down by watching Macross Frontier.
By the way,I am scared if cockroaches but its because they may crawl onto my dilam.Imagine yourself sleeping half way,felt something itchy somewhere & you check it out.To your horror,its a cockroach!Ewww~Cockroach...running through dirty places.I will freak out,man.If they don't disturb me or I saw them outside,I don't really care & I won't make a big hoo ha over them.
