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Monday, March 20, 2006

F a i t h
There are so many things I learnt today and I want to thank Him!

Firstly,in school I was able to pay attention in my class for the whole day without feeling sleepy!That was what I asked Him for yesterday night.I zZz at around 2+am ba...coz I was having an itchy nose and was excited to share about the Good News.Haha...

After school I was with Xin Yi they all before I left fo Jurong Point.I was around 5min late to meet Jency,Shu Xian and Chu Xin.I saw Aaron alone and greeted him.I saw nobody was outside BreadTalk so I quickly headed to Value to buy sweets to treat them.On the way down,I saw Li Hui,Charmaine and her friends.Her friends were quite responsive. :D

I waited for awhile...seeing nobody was there,I decided to go back to the bus interchange to wait for them.Aaron was still around and Kai En was with him.I saw Charmaine and her friends again so I approached them and tried to get to know her friends more and get their contact numbers.However,their bus came before I can ask for their numbers... :(

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I was waiting at the bus interchange again and a guy approached me...HE WAS FROM THE SAME ORGANISATION THAT JOYCELYN AND I HAD DONATED BEFORE AT SOMERSET.I was in sianzation mode...afraid of his pester,I donated $2($$$ flies). *sob* oh well...another reason why I was feeling down is because I dunno where everyone is...have they left without me?Did Sherlyn came but I didn't see her?Did...?Did...?All the possibilities came into my mind.I was rather depressed and was feeling giddy.I even went into JP to check if they were inside.It is so important to me as Jency and I would be sharing the Good News to them!I dun want to miss this chance!Revival!I decided to trust them that they will come.

I waited outside BreadTalk again for around 30min+-(?).I saw Hui Min and other familiar faces.I was deciding if they(Jency,Shu Xian,Chu Xin) are not in sight at 4.25pm,I will wait for them at interchange again until 5pm.5pm will be the time I go home.To my surprise,Kai En was still there doing evax.He had 8 contacts by then.He chatted with an old lady whom I heard will be bringing his son/grandson(forget le) to know Christ.He asked me to chat with an old man who was sitting beside me but I refused and he gave me a look. :P Anyway,can see that he is working hard for KoG.Way to go!Haha...

I tried to contact Jency but to no avail...haiz...oh ya...by Kai En's hp.Thanks,brother for letting me to use your phone though you are using Hi-card.Feel a bit guilty for spending your $$$ away...

Finally,I saw Shu Xian!!!I just ran towards her.Jency also came at almost the same time.I was so agitated!I mean I was so worried about them!I cried...the stone that was in my heart for 1hr+ was dropped...Thank God!Suddenly,a thought came to my mind.I had only waited them for 1hr+ but He had waited for me for 14yrs(14yrs x 365days x 24hrs)!!!I was so touched by His love that I finally why the whole Heaven rejoice whenever someone is saved.

We went to LJS and ate...went to the new library later...did our homework...den its time to share!I was quite unprepared(opps).I shared to them(guess I was'nt clear) a bit and Jency continued the rest.We talked to them for some time until Chu Xin had to go home...quite a fruitful day for me... :D Need to evaluate...haha...

~ { 11:18 PM }
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Series of events...
In the morning,my mum woke me up from my zZz...I was so tired but she still insist me to wake up.I thought she was going to bring me to Expo...My mum later reminded me that my dad is going for an overseas business trip and we will be sending him off.

We waited for a taxi but none stopped for us.In the end,my father called the taxi company to book a cab.At the airport,my dad shot pictures with his new digital camera.We gave a list of things to buy to my dad(so evil). XD I hugged my dad before he left and I watched him leaving till I can't see him...My sister told me that Thurs we will be coming back for the budget terminal preview visit.I was stunned coz I planned to do sow on that day.

We ate at the foodcourt at Expo...There were 3 ppl(an old man,old woman n a lady) sitting beside me(only my sis n I were sitting down).They sat there for so long until my mum need to stand and wait for them to leave.However it ended up the mother and daughter who sat in front of me gave their places to my mum once they ate finished.I was quite pissed.First,the old woman went to the toilet for a long time(can't blame hher as the queue was long from wat I heard) and the old man went to buy fruits only when the old woman came back.Then they sat there and chat and chat and chat.I looked around and many were looking for seats and they were still "holding on" to their seats.How inconsiderate of them!

After we went to Expo,we went to Tampines.In the MRT,there was a group of 4 guys(whom I think were gangsters) spoke loudly and bang the chairs.They also mentioned about gambling.My mum can't tolerate them and stood up.I had a bad stomach ache...I was in pain most of the time...no appetite to eat...even my favourite fishball didn't tempt me at all.

We went to Simei after that and left for home.Itwas 7+pm le when we left.We found our seats and we thought we could finally rest our legs.A few stops later,a group of Thai(guess so) came in.One of them just directlt sat down beside my mum where there was an empty seat.It may seem normal but the woman was quite fat and the empty seat space was not large.She just squeezed in to that seat.The skinny man beside her had to move alot for that person(he even had to "eat" into the little boy's seat who was sitting beside him).It was so squeezy...after that she chat and laugh loudly that my mum stood up(for the 2nd time in a day).SHe immediately asked her friend who was standing up to sit down.I mean they were alighting at Jurong East but we,at Lakeside!!!What did my mum had to do to stand up for such a long time(my mum stood up at Lavender station)?I think they were just tourists as they kept refering to their maps about Singapore and keeping a lookout for their destinated station.I dunno wat to do so I just sat there quietly while my sister showed signs of displeasure.

Haiz...wat a day...Anyway,I am going to work hard the coming week!Yeah!For Him!!!

~ { 11:31 PM }
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Heading Towards Goal...
On the way to Passion,I was suddenly filled with hunger for the Word!Oh my!It's like something that is sooo unnatural!I mean inside a MRT,standing and looking at the scenery outside and suddenly have the urge to read the Word!Wow!At such an ordinary place He answere my prayer!I long to have more of the hunger for His Word!Wow!Isn't it amazing!?

At Passion,I really learned alot!!!It's like I learnt about how to share my stories in ways which I have never thought of before!!!A fruitful time!I will surely go next week!Jency also shared about WestC1's story...about how we go for a Prayer Walk wif Eelee,fruits in evax...

I was sooo moved during the Praise and Worship!!!It's like while I'm singing,I saw a pic in my mind.A girl was hiding in the darkness when God's light(love n warmth) shine on her.Feeling scared and guilty of her sins,she crawled into a cave.However,the light followed her into the cave.The girl crawled and crawled,the light followed closely behind her...It's like telling us there is no place where God's love cannot reached!!!I felt so love that I almost teared!!!

I forgot to call Justin to meet up for briefing about my ministry...Feel so sorry...

Sherlyn came when we were having lunch.Thank God for her to make an effort to come down so she will not miss alpha meet...After lunch,Xin Yi and Ee Leng went to Urban House to but shoes while Jolene and SHerlyn went to 2nd service later.I accompanied Jency to Cold Storage and later 7-Eleven to buy some stuffs...

At alpha meet,we played 3 games,1 by Eelee and 2 by De Hui.We were so crazy during the games tand felt so tired that we need to take a quick break.After which was Praise by David and Keith.Later,Gwen recalled the things we learned in Passion and asked us to write a testimony to share with our friends.Aaron and Satay(I dunno how to spell his name) went up to the front and role play.We evaluate it and learned from it.Eelee added some points before everyone break into their groups.

We planned what to do for the coming SOW cg and decided to go K-Box on Wed...Wow!My first time to K-Box! :D Jency also affirmed us and gave us each a packet of biscuit(bought at 7-Eleven earlier).We planned out on all things and we believed that breakthrough is coming!Yeah!

~ { 10:03 PM }
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Thursday, March 09, 2006

For Him
I went to Mc Donald to study with Shi Yun and Hui Ru in the evening... I was surprised that I could memorise almost everything within that few hours and understand them...haha It must be Him... :)

Going a long way to Orchard every Sat may seem to be a tiring task for some people...You have spent 5 days in school and now 1 whole day out on sat...don't you feel tired?

If I said "No",I will be lying...Yes,I will be tired physically but spiritually renewed...It's something I enjoy and I am willing to go.Nobody forced me.Just as someone who likes running will not find running a terrible chore,so am I.

I know my results are not that "wow!" but I shall spend and priortise my time on my activties so I won't neglect any of them.This year is a crucial year for me and I thank those who are concerned for me.

If you see value in something,you will surely put eveything in it...that is the same for me...

~ { 12:35 AM }
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