Am I hurt?I guess so...she always does things by her will...When I just talked abit louder...she just scolded me for being loud.Maybe I was wrong to talk louder.As people grow older,they thought they know alot more.Yes,in some way but not always.People are really forgetful.They always forget the fact that everyone is different from one another.No one is the same so we can't expect others to do exactly what we think.Alot of times,we human also forget to think and feel what the other party is thinking and feeling.When we criticise the flaws of a person that is obvious,we forget that the person himself/herself knows it deep down in the heart.What we said just hurt the person more if the person was really trying to change for the better.Adding things that sound unreasonable just add fuel to the fire.

She always said that I am not like other children who are more obedient.Even if its her fault,she never apologise.What an example she has set.She is like him,pride is so important.Hardly recognise their faults.When they apologised,they don't sound sincere."It's hard to live with her."This sentence flash through my mind.However,I brushed away the thought.

God,help me!I can only put up a strong front even if I'm hurt...because she will say I'm just a crybaby.It is only in isolation that I can cry in front of you,oh Lord.Scars always reopen when things get wrong.My scars aren't totally healed.Slowly but surely,I know I will be healed if I allow You to.Perhaps,I forget to ask the reason why I did things that's why I lost control of myself.Lord,I know You let me go through these for a reason.I just have to trust in You.I shall not fail again when the test comes again.

信じているんだ 。
あきらめないんだ。
独りじゃないさ 。