G o d ' s W a y O r M i n e ?

Enya - Anywhere Is

2008-12-13T11:39:00.000+08:00

I love Hope NP!

2008-10-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

Saturday was a tiring day for me.I slept at 12am & woke up at 2am.After that I couldn't sleep anymore no matter how I tossed & turn.I did all the daily things & realised I was late for the flag day.I reached the station at around 6.40am.Zejun called me while I was on the way & almost all the people didn't wake up or couldn't wake up.

Reached nexus at around 7.10am.I was the first to arrive.The person at the counter was still preparing the stuffs.I was like...err...weren't I late?Lol.But I was relieved.I waited for Augustine & Kelvin before we went to the exit of Somerset MRT station near the traffic light.They had alot more donations than me because I wasn't standing in the middle of the crowd but at the corner.I stationed myself near the duck & hippo tour there after wandering about in search of a good location.Peng Sheng joined me later.We had interesting encounters,for example when I asked one uncle if he would like to donate,he said "I have no hope".Peng Sheng had a similar encounter.The uncle he approached said something like we have no hope so we go hope church.Learnt alot about persevering...its like when we are sharing Christ.Some accept while others reject.Stood for almost 4hours so tend to want to rest a while in the middle.

I went home after accompanying them for lunch to rest as I was super tired.Thank God for that empty seat in the MRT.After that went to service.Met Xue Ping & Karryn neat wanton mee store & we went up together.Aileen gave me a disc before service started.As I was praising & worshipping God,God suddenly showed me a verse to affirm Aileen.During Holy Com,I told Aileen what God wants to speak to her (though I was pausing & stammering alot as I don't know how to start).I think she was quite shocked & full of anticipation when I said God wants to speak to her (She was in serious mode).Grace joined us in the middle of service.She sat beside me & really amazingly,I chatted with her more than usual.I'm really grateful!Sermon was long but alot of main things were emphasis which is good.

After service,we went to Meridien for dinner.Kelly,Karryn & I sat there waiting for others to complete their stuffs as we didn't really want to eat.After some time,Zejun came back & suddenly hand me an envelope.She said "Go buy food" & I already guessed that there may be money inside.I opened the envelope & I was stunned with the money inside.I mean...I really didn't expect them to bless me through this love offering!Totally unexpected!Although I was like...err...in "why does so many people seems to know my family situation" state (in a curious way).Grace asked me,Augustine also showed concern.

We went to tau huay while the CLs went back to their leadership camp.Alot of jokes were shared at there.As Xue Ping & I walked back from tau huay store (the rest were taking bus so they left by another way),we met Vincent,Zi Jie & Samuel.Xue Ping also showed concern for my family situation.She gave me a hug before I left.

Like what I said to Xue Ping: "I love (Hope) NP!!!"

Thank God for this family that He placed me in...with such loving brothers & sisters.I will use the money only when I needed.I will return the money as a form of blessing to NP.

2nd cockroach

2008-10-10T20:33:00.003+08:00

All right...there's this one irritating cockroach that appeared in my room.One night (about 2~3 weeks ago),around 3+am,I was lying on my dilam (mattress),struggling to sleep.As I turn to my left,I saw a black shaped creature come out from the back of a file holder.That was the first appearance.I was so shocked & couldn't believe my eyes.I tried to scare it away by clapping my hand.It was effective,but it ran towards my dilam!I hit my dilam to chase it.After hitting a little while,I found it beside the mini rubbish bin which was near where it came out from & later went back to where it was.However I had a hunch it might come back again.Bingo.It came back.I clapped again,it sort of "jump" & went back to where it came from.I didn't have a peaceful sleep for a few nights.I also had nightmares during that time but not about the cockroach.My sister said she last spotted the cockroach at the toilet.

Second apperance:I went to the toilet at 3+am again.Before I stepped into the toilet,I spotted the blacky there at the middle of the toilet.I switched on the lights & there it is.Sign.Why did I keep seeing it.The first cockroach that I killed was in the same toilet as well.My mum saw me standing outside the toilet & I told her what I saw.She just told me to roll the newspaper & hit it & she went to sleep again.I did what I was told but I did not hit it accurately & it ran to the toilet bowl to hide.This cockroach is smart.It learnt not to respond even if it heard sounds but respond only when it was hit.I had a long fight (ok,around 30min) with it but gave up as it ran behind the toilet bowl which was super narrow & impossible to hit so I went to sleep.For the next few days,I always looked out before I stepped into the toilet.

Last appearance:My mum like to read newspaper & cut articles on my dilam so she would throw my blanket & pillow aside.Yesterday,I went to sleep at around 3am.I was still scared of the cockroach.After I removed the blanket from the floor,I saw the blacky again.It was at the corner.Why did it like to disturb my sleep so much!?I was angry with my mum too.Can't she put back the things she had thrown aside!?Its been weeks.I switched on the mini blue light to observe it & try not to wake my mum up (my mum & I are sharing the master bedroom).I went to my sister's room to tell her about the cockroach.I went back again & saw it moving!It hid under a few pieces of newspaper.I asked my sister if she has something hard that I can use it kill it.She gave me a box,believed to be thrown away by my mum soon.I went back to get ready to kill it.I was scared & trembling very badly.I kept asking God to give me courage to kill it.It took a while to prepare but took just an instant to kill it.I hit the area which I estimated won't missed as there was something beside the cockroach which may lead to failure in killing.I pressed hard even after I hit it to make sure I got it.I was still scared after killing it & took a while to calm myself down by watching Macross Frontier.

By the way,I am scared if cockroaches but its because they may crawl onto my dilam.Imagine yourself sleeping half way,felt something itchy somewhere & you check it out.To your horror,its a cockroach!Ewww~Cockroach...running through dirty places.I will freak out,man.If they don't disturb me or I saw them outside,I don't really care & I won't make a big hoo ha over them.

2008-10-01T00:08:00.003+08:00

Its not that I did not find job...

A person who does not try to understand another person or what the other person has done or gone through has no right to criticise the other person...

A person who snapped before may realise that the patience has reduced alot...

The winner is the person who keeps the cool & calmness...

A mature person excercise self-control & controls emotion...

I want to grow the fruit of the spirit in my life.
God,help me.
Let Your will be done.

weeeek

2008-09-21T21:47:00.003+08:00

1 week passed just like this...a week of sickness...haha.Continue from Wed's post.Actually,after I published that post,my fever returned...

On Thurs,my fever still had not recovered.I woke up early in the morning,went to toilet,brushed teeth,used the antiseptic gargle and finally checked my temperature.Went back to sleep.Kind of lame but the fact that I have awaken up,I want to do something to help bring down my body temperature.I thought the throat may be infected.Took a wet towel and put on my forehead and my mum saw it.She finally knew I was having fever.She gave me all the tonics and food to try to make me better.I was full for the whole day.My mum told me to see doctor the next day and she was grumbling about me falling sick.She said if I had my meals at home,I would not fall sick. =_= When I went to bath,I was shocked.My body is filled with red spots/patches.They do not itch or pain.They are just simply there.My fever also has "burned" my face.It is really hot.

On Fri,I dragged my dad to Bukit Batok Polyclinc.Waited a little while before I went in.The doctor was shocked when he saw my face.He asked if it is acne.I was like....err...yes,although I have acne problem but my face was quite clean with no pimples,but that shouldn't be the main concern.Didn't the nurse mention about my fever (maybe not)?They even took my temperature at the reception when I inform I had fever.Back to the consultation,I told him all the symptoms calmly and clearly.As he hears,he figure that I might have Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE) so he asked me to go take a blood test.The person at the lab did a quick job but I have to wait for 2 reports to be out.First report took only 5min but for the second report,it would take 1 hour.Thus,I waited from 3.45pm to 4.45pm (my father went to buy groceries since he was bored).I was the last patient to go for consulation.He analysed the things again,prescribed medicine and referred me to NUH for further detailed checkup/bloodtest.My dad sent me to MRT station and left the groceries to me while he go and meet his friends.Called Zejun to tell her about my illness.Rui Hao also called me and had a long chat.I realised that even brothers knew about my condition.I only expect the sisters to know.Haha.Its ok.

Yesterday,we celebrated our beloved sister,Miao Xin's belated birthday.We got her a book and we wrote in the book.So funny.Aileen brought her out so that we have time to write and prepare the cake.I saw Sherlyn too.Pray that God will change her decision.Rachelle and Si Qing came to service!Si Qing has her O levels coming and Rachelle has her singing coming on 15 Oct too!We went home early!

Basically this is my (last few days of the) weeeek...

Sick

2008-09-17T12:46:00.002+08:00

Wondering is it due to eating too much mooncake that caused me to get this fever...a fever that hit 39.6 degrees before.The fever started on Monday,just before I went out for CTM.I started to feel weird when I woke up that morning,my right shoulder was aching.I thought it was caused by a bad sleeping posture.The ache lasted quite long and it reminds me that whenever I have fever,I will have aches.I went to measure my temperature and yes,I have fever.I just went for CTM nevertheless.I didn't really talk much or contribute much as my mind was almost in blank and my head and eyes were uncomfortable.Got panadols from Kok Leng.Spent time with August,Aileen,Jos,Job,JieYing,Jeremiah and Jolene after CTM.I thank God that on my way home there were seats for me.I also thank God for the caring brothers and sisters.

Yesterday supposed to meet Zejun for shepherding in the morning but my fever had not subsided yet thus I did not went down.I felt bad as Zejun make the time to meet me despite her busy schedule but I could not turn up.I rested the whole day.Sleep and wake up...repeated throughout the day.Waste time...didn't like it.I couldn't even finish my lunch after spending 1 hour eating.Totally no appetite even though its prawn noodles.Similarly for my dinner...struggle to eat finish.My left eye was red even though I did not feel the pain initially.

Today I should be going back to company but my eyes are still sore,having running nose (running tap) and slight sore throat.I thank God that at least my fever is finally gone!After 1 day plus of fever.

I really want to thank all the people who showed concern to me through sms,msn...Thanks you very much.I appreciate your concern.

Void

2008-08-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

Now I know the feeling of being void...the meangingless and purposeless feeling that man may feel and lead to the eventual sucide of some people.This fearsome feeling...a feeling that totally digs your heart out and let you feel so empty from the inside out...A feeling that really made you think "It's better off dead..."

I thank God that He is with me all along so that even if I had this feeling,I won't be overwhelmed and overcome by this feeling.For feeling is just feeling.I know that there is more to life for I have found my Father,my Saviour,my Refuge.

Spiritual Gift & Love Language

2008-08-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

Just calculated my spiritual gift test...Results?

My Top 3 Giftings given by my Precious Father (in ascending order):

1) Helps/Serving

2) Mercy

3) Encouragement & Teacher

Haha.Encouragement and Teacher both had the same score.Teacher...very unexpected...Mercy has always been among the top 3 giftings whenever I do the test.I think its all because God showered His mercy upon me so much that I have so much mercy.

Some of the giftings that have quite high scores are: Word of Knowledge, Pastor and Prophecy.

I thank God for all the giftings He has given to me.I pray that I will faithfully use these gifts to glorify and build up His kingdom.

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My Love Language test results is also out (in ascending order):

1) Acts of Service

2) Quality Time

3) Gift

4) Words of Affirmation

5) Physical Touch

Hmmm...My Love Language never changed...The 1st time I did it,my top 2 are Acts of Service and Quality Time as well.

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Will my giftings and love language change?I don't know for sure.However ,whatever it is,my future is in my Father's hands.He is already there in the future.All I need to do is work towards His wonderful plan for me.

23-08-20098

2008-08-24T01:52:00.001+08:00

Muhahaha...kenna bombed by people to ask me update blog...opps...sorry for not updating!

Just ended my exams yesterday!Yeah!Haha!Went to JUMP(Jesus U Must Praise) during the evening.Though it drizzled half way during the concert,it was enjoyable.Np had a few visitors.I went home with Yi Ting since both of us live at West and take MRT.Got to know her better on the journey.She likes hot/spicy stuff,does not really like salmon but do eat sushi.Met Kenny,Tian Ruo and Ming Hui!Haven't seen them for around 1year?So glad to see them still around.Meeting them reminds me of the others who were in the grad's group.Wonder how are they now...Yan Shi,Yi Shi and the list goes on...

Today was super tiring but refreshing.Couldn't wake up as I slept at 2.40am in the morning.It was so cold when I woke up.Reached Istana Park around 11.15am...was late...but was the first to reach...I saw a group of people wearing red T-shirts with cream on their face there.I was quite shocked as I expect there would be people(NP) there before me but none was there.Thought I was wrong about the time or venue but couldn't be as Aileen was on her way too.Had CT CG until 1+pm and went to eat.We took a long time to decide what to buy for Kelvin as his birthday was today.My shoulders were aching very badly in the afternoon due to lack of sleep.I was giddy as well(Jolene experienced it too).Thus,if the people who were there saw me very tired or emotionless is due to the above two factors.

Cindy and Phoebe came to service!Woohoo!Thank God for them.It's been a long time since I last met them.Kelly is going back to China on this coming Tuesday.May God bless her journey back and that she will impact her family.一路顺风!The sermon talks about prayer and I was blessed by this sermon.Reminds me of how I pray,quite similar to how the king prayed.God is a personal and almighty God and He always keeps His promises.

Celebrated Kelvin's birthday after service.The guys washed the Holy Com cups after service so the girls,Rui Hao(who was holding the cake) and Zi Jie were waiting outside the door at 6th floor.When he came out along with the rest of the guys,we shouted "Surprise!" followed by the birthday song.Can see that he is actually quite touched but just act cool and calm.Went a round of affirmation and a prayer of blessing(the whole thing took quite a long time).Actually I'm quite lost as to what I want to affirm and encourage him...There are more things that I want to say but forget.Opps.Haha.Went to Meridien to eat.Stayed there until being chased out.By then,Jasmine has already reached home so I went home along with the accompany of my mp3.

So many things have happened and passed...God,give me strength,give me wisdom,give me all that I need...No longer running away but to face the situation with You.I am weak but You are strong.Hope.

*This entry quite disorganised as I'm in hibernating mode*

僕らの唄

2008-07-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

テゴマス - 僕らのうた

くちずさむよ　ふいに今も　
あの日キミと　唄ったうたを
どこにいたって　いつまでも　
これがハートソング　僕らのうた

なれない声　地下鉄にとまどってる
四角い空　まだ何とかやっているよ

話せる人　少しはいるよ　だけど

くちずさむよ　ふいに今も　
あの日キミと　唄ったうたを
どこにいたって　いつまでも　
これがハートソング　僕らのうた

たったひとつ　ビルの谷間にひかる
あのごろ見た　星空から迷ってる

「げんきかい？」　と　話しかける　だけど

わすれないよ　どんな時も　
あの日キミと　笑ったことを
涙あふれて　そら見上げ　
唄うハートソング　僕らのうた
僕らのうた

むかい風　強いちからに　負けないよう　唄うよ

僕らのうた
くちずさむよ　ふいに今も　
あの日キミと　唄ったうたを
どこにいたって　いつまでも　
これがハートソング　僕らのうた

わすれないよ　どんな時も　
あの日キミと　笑ったことを
涙あふれて　そら見上げ　
唄うハートソング　僕らのうた

credits to 火ちゃん Productions (http://aitamashii.livejournal.com/29908.html)

2008-06-25T01:30:00.003+08:00

Having short of breath is really painful.Even though I eat balanced meal...even my mother cooked food that are good for my health...the problem still did not go away...

I want to recover...
I really want...

When I listen to my singing that I recorded...it is really airy.
Thus,I used my diaphram to sing...it is hard...I need to breathe in very hard...

I don't want to be held back by this...

I want to sing using my diaphram without being breathless...

Even for praise...sometimes it is hard...

I am crying.

God, help me!Help to to have faith that You will cure me in Your timing.

Challenge Your Limits 2

2008-06-09T17:35:00.005+08:00

Here are some photos of CYL2!NP has done well!Despite common test they went to Sentosa and work out!Some of the photos I have not sent out are here.Sorry for that because I lazy to send the second time as the first time exceed the 10.0MB limit so I have to take out some photos.The teams competed in the tug of war really did their best.They really 1,2 PULL!Gritting their teeth,doing their best to pull...the team spirit is there.Though I didn't participate in CYL2,I went to cheer them on while I was studying for the module,Wireless Technology.Augustine,Jie Ying and Grace were there too but I didn't manage to take photos of them.Everyone returned home tired but I think its a great day nevertheless.

2008-05-05T00:42:00.003+08:00

Am I hurt?I guess so...she always does things by her will...When I just talked abit louder...she just scolded me for being loud.Maybe I was wrong to talk louder.As people grow older,they thought they know alot more.Yes,in some way but not always.People are really forgetful.They always forget the fact that everyone is different from one another.No one is the same so we can't expect others to do exactly what we think.Alot of times,we human also forget to think and feel what the other party is thinking and feeling.When we criticise the flaws of a person that is obvious,we forget that the person himself/herself knows it deep down in the heart.What we said just hurt the person more if the person was really trying to change for the better.Adding things that sound unreasonable just add fuel to the fire.

She always said that I am not like other children who are more obedient.Even if its her fault,she never apologise.What an example she has set.She is like him,pride is so important.Hardly recognise their faults.When they apologised,they don't sound sincere."It's hard to live with her."This sentence flash through my mind.However,I brushed away the thought.

God,help me!I can only put up a strong front even if I'm hurt...because she will say I'm just a crybaby.It is only in isolation that I can cry in front of you,oh Lord.Scars always reopen when things get wrong.My scars aren't totally healed.Slowly but surely,I know I will be healed if I allow You to.Perhaps,I forget to ask the reason why I did things that's why I lost control of myself.Lord,I know You let me go through these for a reason.I just have to trust in You.I shall not fail again when the test comes again.

信じているんだ。
あきらめないんだ。
独りじゃないさ。

2008-05-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

Just some updates about me...

I'm in my second year in NP!Wahaha!1 year has passed...have I grown?Perhaps in some ways or another.So many things had happened within a holiday.Broken trust,guilt,yearning for understanding.How do we look at things,our perspective...its all up to each individual.Sometimes I may say something that people might not understand fully(maybe I was thinking too much?).

To tell the truth,the 'me' that is inside my physical self...is just immatured.There are so many things that the 'me' think so childishly.I want to grow up.No longer immature but mature.I want to do more things for the Father who loves me so much with a pure and blameless heart.

I pray for a discerning heart.There are so many information that are being input into my mind everyday.I want to learn to discern to know the truth.Many things in this world can be a bluff.I want to be truthful.I want to know how people really feel.I may know somethings but I don't know everything.

There are many animations airing now!Neo Angelique Abyss(Ending theme sang by Tegomass!!!),Vampire Knight(my sis likes On/Off),One Piece,Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Special A.NewS is having their new single out too!Woohoo!

I love アイアイ傘(Ending theme of Neo Angelique Abyss) and アメあと(Ending theme of Katekyo Hitman Reborn,sang by w-inds)!Both songs are mentioned about rain.Coincidence?Haha!Recommend both songs!Soothing songs!

Now my IS is Basic Conversational Japanese.4hours per week soley for Japanese lesson!Wah!1 lesson can really learn alot of things!There are so many people in NP unit learning Japanese too!Gideon,Brenda and Li Qiang.Later everyone begin to speak Japanese!My lecturer,Chishiho sensei is also the same lecturer as Brenda and Li Qiang's.

This 2 weeks have been practising for the captain's ball tournament that is on 11 May 2008!I accidentally hurt my right knee when I was jumping.What a fool!Haha.It really hurts sometimes.Today had another practice...My blister burst.Quite ouch but not as bad as my injured knee.I really need to intake protein-rich food.My breathing is getting worse.I can't breathe well when I excercise anymore.Last week,I was really short of breath that I need to take a break.Thanks for all the concern!The thing is that my haemogoblin(forget how to spell) is really lower than normal range.My mother had been giving me food to boost the part I'm lacking but it doesn't seem to work.I really pray I will get well soon.

I spoke to the group after worship this cg.As I worship the Lord...the story just came to my mind along with "reliance" and "trust".I thank God for using me.

My Father,help me to grow!

Love Language

2007-12-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Receiving Gifts.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Receiving Gifts:		8
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		5
Physical Touch:		1

Went to Ting Ting's blog and took the quiz to see if my love language has changed.Haha!It did! My previous top two were acts of service and quality time and now are quality time and gifts.Haha.Quite unexpected.For those who are interested,there is a link below to take the quiz.

Take the quiz

Holiday

2007-10-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah!The awaited holiday is here!Haha!Christmas is very near!Christmas is not about Santa Claus,not about sales but Jesus!

December is a month of harvest!I think we need to remember its not just us who are harvesting.There are many out there who are working as well.Two weeks ago,near Somerset MRT station,there were few aunties smiling beautifully giving out pocket calendars. I took one and realised it was from 法X功.I was shocked and it really made me realised its not just us out there.Furthermore,the next day(should be),I went to Jurong Point with my mother and sister.I saw a group of aunties giving out calendars again.I immediately recognised them.They even entered the shopping centre and give out the calendars(which I think,by right should not be allowed).These two incidents really increase my sense of urgency.Come on!

On Wednesday(one day before my OOP test),I really hesitated to go back to school to evax.I don't know why I feel that way.I reminded myself of one thing I've learnt - many times,we all know what thing we need to do that is right,it's just whether we want to decide to do it or not.I did go back but very late.Supposed to meet at 4pm but reached ard 6pm.Met Miao Xin and Ze Jun at library when I want to print out the NF answers.Later,I met Li Lin,whom I approached before.We chatted quite long about school stuff(realised her tests ended that day) and neopets.Had some progress with the friendship.The people whom Kai Yuan met were there too.Miao Xin,Ze Jun and I were waiting to be approached by them but they didn't.I went home ard 8+pm.

Planned to go to Jia Hui's house to see her cat,Melody.An interesting and active cat.Look forward to it! :D

September

2007-09-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

September is a busy month and is going to be a breakthrough month!Reason being there are many activities going on and that I want to be a shepherd by the end of this month.Haha!

Firstly is the Evo Retreat.NP and TP gathered together, along with our friends. The Evo Retreat is from 12 - 13th, at Aloha Changi Chalet. Josephine, Zi Jie, Jie Ying, Zhi Ge , Ming Kuang, Augustine, Kok Leng were at the Tampines Foodcourt when I reached. Yi Wei asked me to find them first as she had something to do at the chalet. After that we met some of the TP ppl and we took bus 29 there. We almost got lost and the journey was quite long from the bus stop to the chalet. Some of us were playing monopoly before Prayer Meet.

After Prayer Meet, Yi Wei and I went to fetch Joleen(sorry,forget the spelling) as well as buying charcoals for the bbq. Grace brought her 3 friends studying in NP too! Thank God for her! Oh ya...Kelvin can be a good cook too! He helped in the bbq until quite late before he left for home. At night,we had games before free and easy. Got to know some people too, like Wei Xiong. Some of us went to eat prata in the late night. I came back around 5+am.As I didn't want to miss the chance of being able to stay up a whole night,I lazed around when most were sleeping.I took out my bible,went to a corner(hoping no one would see me) and had my quiet time with my Father.Some fun stuffs happened(shall not elaborate).Later went to the living room and saw Augustine and other TP people.By the time everyone came back from the prata shop, it was 6+ in the morning.

Played games using poker cards as those some were awake were bored.Woke Zi Jie up when we were playing but he soon went back to sleep.Thank God for Zejun who cooked the porridge(though very sticky) and fried chickens for us.Everyone appreciated the time and effort she put in.There were many left-over bread(for dipping curry actually) so the people thought of makin garlic bread.Washed hands,use raw garlics to rubbed on the breads.Taste super nice!Credits to the brother from TP(sorry,I don't know his name).He is very brainy!Went to flykites with Xiao Ying and her girls.Met a interesting fisherman who showed us what he caught.

I didn't sleep for around 32hours in total.Muahaha!Break record!In the past youth camps,I will sure sleep a bit.Went home with Yi Wei and Jolene.Reached home in the evening.

Words

2007-08-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

This post is basically about what God has spoken to me recently...

Last week,God spoke to me about men's desire for love. He told me that all the things men wanted to hear,the words of love, of care and of concern, He has said them over and over again...It is always up to us whether we want to listen to these words and accept them or not.Love always melts our hearts,no matter how hard they are.We are vulnerable to love.We long for love and crave for more when we have it.There is only one love that can satisfy us - The Love of God.

During the Praise and Worship last Sat,God spoke to me about love again. I asked Him why does He have to go through all those pains,why do He have to suffer for men. He replied: "I love you." Three simple words yet the meaning is so deep. He loved us. True love cast out all fears.Love always brings out amazing power.His love is just so great.His love is far beyond our imagination.I told Him that if I had 1% of His love to love others,it will be more than enough.

Thank you,my Father,my Saviour,my God,my Friend...

Photos taken on Yiwei's birthday

2007-08-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

First of all,the photos below weren't taken by me but Kelvin (unless stated)...I was lazy to take...haha

Zejun took a video of people affirming Yiwei.If interested,please contact Zejun. =)

July

2007-08-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

All right...due to some things,I have decided to use blogger again...haha

Hee!Here's some events/incidents that took place in July 07:

-God's blessing!
I was on my way to school and was standing in the bus.Someone who was sitting near the window went off and there's an empty seat.The lady who was sitting beside the person let the empty seat to me...(so touched!)

-Yi Wei's birthday!
Haha!Shepherd!She had a great surprise on Sat!Shall upload the pics on the next post.

All right!Short and sweet...Shall end here! XD

Christmas Gifts and Cards

2006-12-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

These are the gifts and cards I received from my friends yesterday.Thanks alot! =)

Cosplay pics from EOY

2006-12-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

These are some photos from EOY @ Expo last sat. =) They are very good cosplayers because of the efforts they put into this event.There are other photos but there were too much...can't put them all up at once.

Wemmicks

2006-12-17T19:14:00.000+08:00

The Wemmicks were small wooden people. Each of them was carved by a woodworker named Eli. His workshop sat on a hill overlooking their village.

Every Wemmick was different. Some had big noses; others had large eyes. Some were tall and others were short. Some wore hats; others wore coats. But all were made by the same carver and all lived in the village.

And all day, every day, the Wemmicks did the same thing: They gave each other stickers. Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and a box of grey dot stickers. Up and down the streets all over the city, people could be seen sticking stars or dots on one another.

The pretty ones, those with smooth wood and fine paint, always got stars. But if the wood was rough or the paint chipped, the Wemmicks gave dots. The talented ones got stars, too. Some could lift big sticks high above their heads or jump over tall boxes. Still others knew big words or could sing very pretty songs. Everyone gave them stars.

Some Wemmicks had stars all over them! Every time they got a star it made them feel so good that they did something else and got another star. Others, though, could do little.

They got dots.

Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like the others, but he always fell. And when he fell, the others would gather around and give him dots. Sometimes when he fell, it would scar his wood, so the people would give him more dots. He would try to explain why he fell and say something silly, and the Wemmicks would give him more dots.

After a while he had so many dots that he didn't want to go outside. He was afraid he would do something dumb such as forget his hat or step in the water, and then people would give him another dot. In fact, he had so many grey dots that some people would come up and give him one without reason.

"He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would agree with one another. "He's not a good wooden person." After a while Punchinello believed them. "I'm not a good Wemmick," he would say. The few times he went outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had a lot of dots. He felt better around them.

One day he met a Wemmick who was unlike any he'd ever met. She had no dots or stars. She was just wooden. Her name was Lulia. It wasn't that people didn't try to give her stickers; it's just that the stickers didn't stick. Some admired Lulia for having no dots, so they would run up and give her a star. But it would fall off. Some would look down on her for having no stars, so they would give her a dot. But it wouldn't stay either.

"That's the way I want to be," thought Punchinello. 'I don't want anyone's marks.' So he asked the sticker-less Wemmick how she did it."It's easy," Lulia replied. "Everyday I go to see Eli.""Eli?""Yes, Eli. The woodcarver... I sit in the workshop with him.""Why?""Why don't you find out for yourself? Go up the hill. He's there." And with that the Wemmick with no marks turned and skipped away.

"But he won't want to see me!" Punchinello cried out. Lulia didn't hear. So Punchinello went home. He sat near a window and watched the wooden people as they scurried around giving each other stars and dots. "It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he resolved to go see Eli.
He walked up the narrow path to the top of the hill and stepped into the big shop. His wooden eyes widened at the size of everything. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on his tiptoes to see the top of the workbench. A hammer was as long as his arm.

Punchinello swallowed hard. "I'm not staying here!" and he turned to leave.

Then he heard his name.
"Punchinello" The voice was deep and strong.
Punchinello stopped.
"Punchinello! How good to see youâ€¦Come and let me have a look at you.
"Punchinello turned slowly and looked at the large bearded craftsman.
"You know my name?" the little Wemmick asked.
"Of course I do. I made you."

Eli stooped down and picked him up and set him on the bench."Hmm," the maker spoke thoughtfully as he inspected the grey circles.
"Looks like you've been given some bad marks."
"I didn't mean to, Eli. I really tried hard."
"Oh, you don't have to defend yourself to me, child. I don't care what the other Wemmicks think."
"You don't?"
"No, and you shouldn't either. Who are they to give stars or dots? They're Wemmicks just like you. What they think doesnâ€™t matter, Punchinello. All that matters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."

Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I can't walk fast. I can't jump. My paint is peeling. Why do I matter to you?"

Eli looked at Punchinello, put his hands on those small wooden shoulders, and spoke very slowly."Because you're mine. That's why you matter to me."

Punchinello had never had anyone look at him like this - much less his maker. He didn't know what to say.
"Every day I've been hoping you'd come." Eli explained.

"I came because I met someone who had no marks"

"I know. She told me about you."

"Why don't the stickers stay on her?"

"Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what they think. The stickers only stick if you let them."

"What?"

"The stickers only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust my love, the less you care about the stickers."

"I'm not sure I understand."

"You will, but it will take time. You've got a lot of marks. For now, just come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care."

Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.

"Remember," Eli said as the Wemmick walked out the door. "You are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."

In this story,God is portrayed as Eli,the carpenter.We are the Wemmicks.Many times,we care about what others think or look at us.We begin to take notice of our weaknessess and compare ourselves to others.How good will it be when one day we no longer have to face this anymore?The answer is very simple.Come back to God.He created us in His image and loves us more than anything else.He even let His son to die on the cross to wash away our sins.Men will fail us but God does not and will not.He is perfect.If we are willing to acknowledge Jesus as our only saviour and ask for His forgiveness,all our sins we committed will be erased from His mind.We experience freedom when we acknowledged Jesus,including our guilt and shame.So today,will you receive Him as your one and only saviour?

Grad's Night Photos

2006-12-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

These are some photos taken during Grad's night.Those photos that are blurred are taken by me(very very sorry to the people).Sorry for putting these up sooo late.

Randomisation

2006-12-15T20:06:00.000+08:00

Just changed my blog skin!It is one of my favourite anime --- Get Backers.My favourite characters from this anime are: Mido Ban,Makubex,Kakei Jubei,Fuchoin Kazuki,Uryuu Toshiki,Himiko(that's alot,haha)!

I came back from Breakthrough Camp 2 days ago.The camp not as fun as past few camps but it was a spirit-filling(does this word even exist?)!I got to know many of my struggles that I hid deep down in my heart nad avoid.I have decided to bring it out to my leader.

This is a cat that lives near my block.There are quite a few meows near my block.Those I had seen before are:1 small black cat,1 big black cat,2 fat white cats. =) They never fail to brighten my day!Meow~

Photos!

2006-10-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

Today,the NorthWestC had the first Family Day @ Botanic Garden!!!It was fun and we played a lot of games(including disgusting ones).Here are some photos I took when we are having our break.

However,at the end of the day,I fell down and my knee was injured.The funny thing was that after I fell down,I continued to walk as though nothing had happened.After a while,I felt something was trickling down my knee.I stopped and saw blood.Very funny! XD

Gomenasai

2006-10-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Out of jealousy,I have hurt my friends...I'm sorry.
I do not dare to ask for your forgiveness...
It's just that I felt I owed your an apology...
Sorry.I'm sorry that I said this very late after all the incidents that has happened...

Blessed

2006-10-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

As I was on my way to nexus,something struck me...

His love is more than enough...
Yet He still gives us more...
Love from friends
Love from family members
Love from people around us

Just by knowing this made me feel so grateful towards Him...

Updatez

2006-09-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

Have been in the new group for 2 weeks since restructuring...Still in the process of getting to know my cg members better but I'm happy and proud to be in WestC1!!!

Celebrated our CL,Yu Qian's birthday in cg this week.The process quite funny.Yong Le just came out of the room and sing Happy Birthday to Yu Qian due to the circumstance.

I also get along well with my new shepherd,Jolene.I shared to her about my life and she,too,open her life to me.I wonder if people by the name of 'Jolene' and I have affinity...haha...coz my previous shepherd is also by the name of Jolene.My current shepherd is Jolene Tan,my ex-shepherd is Jolene Lau. XD Nevertheless,I still love them as my shepherds who are always supporting me. =)

T I M E

2006-08-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

Time and Tide waits no man...
Things happening now is constantly becoming history...
Changes is happening every second...

How are you spending and balancing your time?

W h a t t o d o ?

2006-08-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

When you do laundry ,what do you use to wash?

When you bath,what do you use to cleanse your body?

When you write wrongly,what do you use to erase?

When your heart is filled with remorse,guilt and shame,what do you use or do to make it clean and pure again?

Encouragement

2006-07-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

From The Inside Out

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

R e f r e s h

2006-06-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

What can I say,oh Lord...

When they said they want to leave you...

The time we spoke were like years...

I don't know how to respond...

I was so helpless when I faced their questions...

I would not lie saying that I was not stumbled by what they said...

However,Lord...

I know I just have to depend on You...

What is the most important thing in my life...

Someone once asked me...

I answered back...

Its You...

Now my answer is still...

You...

You are the One who knows me inside out...

I thank You from the depth of my heart that You are always by my side...

There is nothing I can hide from You...

The things I do...

The things I say...

The emotions I have...

No one knows me as much as You do...

Even those around me...

You know it even before I open my mouth...

You just know...

I am refreshed after spending the time just now with You...

I am refreshed!!!

My passion is once again burning!!!

My love for You has been renewed!!!

Wah...

2006-05-16T23:37:00.000+08:00

I am angry with the person who claimed to be me in the blog.Geraldine was so nice but that person scolded her!I was so grateful and appreciative that Geraldine said that but that person is soOo bo liao to said that I dun need her to ke lian me!?Man!That person may think she is ke lian-ing me but I believe she is sincere!!!That person has nothing to do,is it?Ruining others reputation and hurting someone else... *angry*

If your know me,I won't be saying all those stuffs...

V o i c e

2006-04-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

Exams are comin...very soon.This Fri will be having English paper one...

As I was reading my shepherd's blog,something struck me...

As you study hard for Him,are you neglecting Him at the same time?It is not an excuse for you to study and study and study for Him but leave Him behind your mind...

I earnestly pray that Lord,I will depend on Your strength when I study and will not neglect You.You have done so much for me,I want to do things that honour You andl not neglecting You at the same time.

W h o S a y s M i r a c l e s D o e s n ' t H a p p e n ?

2006-04-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

On MSN,I saw a conatct whom Sherlyn and I shared Christ to weeks ago at the Jurong East Library...I told myself "find others first"...later,after few rejections,I don't know why I went back to that gal(it's all God's plan) and wanted to invite her to Easter service.However,before I invited her,she told me that her friend and she are interested in church!!!Oh my!!!If you tell me this is not miracle,what else would be?I was sooo excited!!!I was screaming "yes!yes!yes!" in my heart!!!My heart was filled with gratitude that the seeds Sherlyn and I sowed on them is growing in them!!!Praise Him from above!!! Really look forward on them becoming one of us in the family!!!A pity they cannot come for service as their exams are here...Never mind,I will work on them along with Wendy! =)

No Tomorrow

I was lost until You found me
You came and rescued me
The day You set me free I was looking for something
I will follow You
Everyday I'm running after You

(Chorus)
I want to tell, tell You how I feel
I've never felt this way before
You make me wanna dance
Like there's no tomorrow
After all the things You've done for me
I've gotta tell you now
You make me wanna shout
Like there's no tomorrow

Now I'm found Your grace has saved me
I give my life to You
Nothing else I'd rather do
Cause I'm living it for You

I've got to tell You what I'm feeling
I've got to shout and praise Your name
Like there's no tomorrow!

F a i t h

2006-03-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

There are so many things I learnt today and I want to thank Him!

Firstly,in school I was able to pay attention in my class for the whole day without feeling sleepy!That was what I asked Him for yesterday night.I zZz at around 2+am ba...coz I was having an itchy nose and was excited to share about the Good News.Haha...

After school I was with Xin Yi they all before I left fo Jurong Point.I was around 5min late to meet Jency,Shu Xian and Chu Xin.I saw Aaron alone and greeted him.I saw nobody was outside BreadTalk so I quickly headed to Value to buy sweets to treat them.On the way down,I saw Li Hui,Charmaine and her friends.Her friends were quite responsive. :D

I waited for awhile...seeing nobody was there,I decided to go back to the bus interchange to wait for them.Aaron was still around and Kai En was with him.I saw Charmaine and her friends again so I approached them and tried to get to know her friends more and get their contact numbers.However,their bus came before I can ask for their numbers... :(

... ...

I was waiting at the bus interchange again and a guy approached me...HE WAS FROM THE SAME ORGANISATION THAT JOYCELYN AND I HAD DONATED BEFORE AT SOMERSET.I was in sianzation mode...afraid of his pester,I donated $2($$$ flies). *sob* oh well...another reason why I was feeling down is because I dunno where everyone is...have they left without me?Did Sherlyn came but I didn't see her?Did...?Did...?All the possibilities came into my mind.I was rather depressed and was feeling giddy.I even went into JP to check if they were inside.It is so important to me as Jency and I would be sharing the Good News to them!I dun want to miss this chance!Revival!I decided to trust them that they will come.

I waited outside BreadTalk again for around 30min+-(?).I saw Hui Min and other familiar faces.I was deciding if they(Jency,Shu Xian,Chu Xin) are not in sight at 4.25pm,I will wait for them at interchange again until 5pm.5pm will be the time I go home.To my surprise,Kai En was still there doing evax.He had 8 contacts by then.He chatted with an old lady whom I heard will be bringing his son/grandson(forget le) to know Christ.He asked me to chat with an old man who was sitting beside me but I refused and he gave me a look. :P Anyway,can see that he is working hard for KoG.Way to go!Haha...

I tried to contact Jency but to no avail...haiz...oh ya...by Kai En's hp.Thanks,brother for letting me to use your phone though you are using Hi-card.Feel a bit guilty for spending your $$$ away...

Finally,I saw Shu Xian!!!I just ran towards her.Jency also came at almost the same time.I was so agitated!I mean I was so worried about them!I cried...the stone that was in my heart for 1hr+ was dropped...Thank God!Suddenly,a thought came to my mind.I had only waited them for 1hr+ but He had waited for me for 14yrs(14yrs x 365days x 24hrs)!!!I was so touched by His love that I finally why the whole Heaven rejoice whenever someone is saved.

We went to LJS and ate...went to the new library later...did our homework...den its time to share!I was quite unprepared(opps).I shared to them(guess I was'nt clear) a bit and Jency continued the rest.We talked to them for some time until Chu Xin had to go home...quite a fruitful day for me... :D Need to evaluate...haha...

Series of events...

2006-03-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

In the morning,my mum woke me up from my zZz...I was so tired but she still insist me to wake up.I thought she was going to bring me to Expo...My mum later reminded me that my dad is going for an overseas business trip and we will be sending him off.

We waited for a taxi but none stopped for us.In the end,my father called the taxi company to book a cab.At the airport,my dad shot pictures with his new digital camera.We gave a list of things to buy to my dad(so evil). XD I hugged my dad before he left and I watched him leaving till I can't see him...My sister told me that Thurs we will be coming back for the budget terminal preview visit.I was stunned coz I planned to do sow on that day.

We ate at the foodcourt at Expo...There were 3 ppl(an old man,old woman n a lady) sitting beside me(only my sis n I were sitting down).They sat there for so long until my mum need to stand and wait for them to leave.However it ended up the mother and daughter who sat in front of me gave their places to my mum once they ate finished.I was quite pissed.First,the old woman went to the toilet for a long time(can't blame hher as the queue was long from wat I heard) and the old man went to buy fruits only when the old woman came back.Then they sat there and chat and chat and chat.I looked around and many were looking for seats and they were still "holding on" to their seats.How inconsiderate of them!

After we went to Expo,we went to Tampines.In the MRT,there was a group of 4 guys(whom I think were gangsters) spoke loudly and bang the chairs.They also mentioned about gambling.My mum can't tolerate them and stood up.I had a bad stomach ache...I was in pain most of the time...no appetite to eat...even my favourite fishball didn't tempt me at all.

We went to Simei after that and left for home.Itwas 7+pm le when we left.We found our seats and we thought we could finally rest our legs.A few stops later,a group of Thai(guess so) came in.One of them just directlt sat down beside my mum where there was an empty seat.It may seem normal but the woman was quite fat and the empty seat space was not large.She just squeezed in to that seat.The skinny man beside her had to move alot for that person(he even had to "eat" into the little boy's seat who was sitting beside him).It was so squeezy...after that she chat and laugh loudly that my mum stood up(for the 2nd time in a day).SHe immediately asked her friend who was standing up to sit down.I mean they were alighting at Jurong East but we,at Lakeside!!!What did my mum had to do to stand up for such a long time(my mum stood up at Lavender station)?I think they were just tourists as they kept refering to their maps about Singapore and keeping a lookout for their destinated station.I dunno wat to do so I just sat there quietly while my sister showed signs of displeasure.

Haiz...wat a day...Anyway,I am going to work hard the coming week!Yeah!For Him!!!

Heading Towards Goal...

2006-03-11T22:03:00.000+08:00

On the way to Passion,I was suddenly filled with hunger for the Word!Oh my!It's like something that is sooo unnatural!I mean inside a MRT,standing and looking at the scenery outside and suddenly have the urge to read the Word!Wow!At such an ordinary place He answere my prayer!I long to have more of the hunger for His Word!Wow!Isn't it amazing!?

At Passion,I really learned alot!!!It's like I learnt about how to share my stories in ways which I have never thought of before!!!A fruitful time!I will surely go next week!Jency also shared about WestC1's story...about how we go for a Prayer Walk wif Eelee,fruits in evax...

I was sooo moved during the Praise and Worship!!!It's like while I'm singing,I saw a pic in my mind.A girl was hiding in the darkness when God's light(love n warmth) shine on her.Feeling scared and guilty of her sins,she crawled into a cave.However,the light followed her into the cave.The girl crawled and crawled,the light followed closely behind her...It's like telling us there is no place where God's love cannot reached!!!I felt so love that I almost teared!!!

I forgot to call Justin to meet up for briefing about my ministry...Feel so sorry...

Sherlyn came when we were having lunch.Thank God for her to make an effort to come down so she will not miss alpha meet...After lunch,Xin Yi and Ee Leng went to Urban House to but shoes while Jolene and SHerlyn went to 2nd service later.I accompanied Jency to Cold Storage and later 7-Eleven to buy some stuffs...

At alpha meet,we played 3 games,1 by Eelee and 2 by De Hui.We were so crazy during the games tand felt so tired that we need to take a quick break.After which was Praise by David and Keith.Later,Gwen recalled the things we learned in Passion and asked us to write a testimony to share with our friends.Aaron and Satay(I dunno how to spell his name) went up to the front and role play.We evaluate it and learned from it.Eelee added some points before everyone break into their groups.

We planned what to do for the coming SOW cg and decided to go K-Box on Wed...Wow!My first time to K-Box! :D Jency also affirmed us and gave us each a packet of biscuit(bought at 7-Eleven earlier).We planned out on all things and we believed that breakthrough is coming!Yeah!

For Him

2006-03-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

I went to Mc Donald to study with Shi Yun and Hui Ru in the evening... I was surprised that I could memorise almost everything within that few hours and understand them...haha It must be Him... :)

Going a long way to Orchard every Sat may seem to be a tiring task for some people...You have spent 5 days in school and now 1 whole day out on sat...don't you feel tired?

If I said "No",I will be lying...Yes,I will be tired physically but spiritually renewed...It's something I enjoy and I am willing to go.Nobody forced me.Just as someone who likes running will not find running a terrible chore,so am I.

I know my results are not that "wow!" but I shall spend and priortise my time on my activties so I won't neglect any of them.This year is a crucial year for me and I thank those who are concerned for me.

If you see value in something,you will surely put eveything in it...that is the same for me...

Reason

2006-01-22T23:41:00.001+08:00

Why do God loves us so much?I have been pondering on this question for quite some time...

As I travelled back home on bus98,the question came back to me again...

He created us to love us...We human created things to make life easier and more comfortable...However if we put ourselves in a loving father/mother's view,the child/children we have is sooo precious that we are willing to sacrifice anything and everything for him/her/them.That is how God sees us...

"Only One Life And Soon Will Pass"...

If our life is sooo short and uncertain,why not make it as meaningful as we can?

However,what is the purpose in our life???

Eat? zZz? Play? Earn $$$?

Does these things bring you to eternity?

"Only What's Done For Christ Will Last"

This is my answer...

Whee~

2005-12-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

Actually this blog is for yesterday but drag until now then I blog.Haha.

Yesterday,my father called in the afternoon and told me to go down to Jurong Point in the evening.He said he is going to buy a new handphone for me!!!:D I was quite excited as I wanted a handphone badly.My old handphone is with my father so I can't contact people easily when I am outside.>.<>

I ate my dinner and got ready at 7pm.My mother insist to go along with me just when I thought I can spend some good time with my father.I was real slack.XD When I reached Jurong Point it was already 7.20pm.My father called me when I almost stepped onto the escalator to the third floor.He was eating ice-cream.He gave me the ice-cream(yummy!) and we went to Star 5 where I'm going to get my new handphone.

I gobbled up my ice-cream so that I can go in.We browse for around 20minutes.My father went to the counter during the 20 minutes and asked something about our house phone but the person serving us said that they only handle handphone stuffs.After 20minutes,we settled on a kind of handphone.However I found that this phone cannot take photos and was a bit sad.I went to take another 2 brochures of another 2 handphone models I liked.

When it was finally our turn(we waited for very long),we went to counter 3 and asked the person serving us about the prices.We quickly chose a model that costs $0.This model is actually the same as Sherlyn's(I didn't mean to copy).My father also got a ear piece for me under recommendation.

We went to Courts later,after we came out from Star 5 and bought tako yaki,as my mother wanted to browse for blender.I didn't like the feelings I had when I was inside.2 promoter came and asked if my mother need any assistance.We went to Giodano to look for scarf.It was quite packed with people.We bought breakfast(pau) before we went home.

Few hours later...

I felt a little feverish so I checked my temperature.37.2 degrees.Perhaps it was my suspicious heart.However,when I lied down on my bed,I touched my throat and forehead.They were warmer than usual.The air that I breathed out was hot too.Worried,I climbed out of my bed and checked my temperature.38.1 degrees.I was quite shocked.I asked my sister for help(she was still using the comp),she asked me to zZz.I was like -_-lll .I sat down and asked help from my Father above.After I seeked help,I praised Him.I sang "God is our Father(I dunno wat's the title but is the 1st line of the praise)","I have peace like the river","Stand up and shout","With Christ in the vessel".

Around 15 minutes later,I took my temperature again.It dropped to 37.0 degrees.I was grateful from deep down in my heart.:)

That's the end of the story!:)

Christmas Service

2005-12-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

:( My sister suppose to go with me to nexus today but she last minute backed out because she was feeling tired(lame?).She zZz at 4+am n woke up at 10++am of course tired.I really wish she could come...*sign*

Yeah!At least yesterday I wasn't late for service. :D I took the same train as Joycelyn but didn't realize until I was out of the station.Xin Yi rebond her hair again.When Hui Ru saw her,she was so excited,keep commenting her hair was neat! XD

Had 2 visitors and 1 convert!Yea!All right she doesn't count as convert but...anyway it's great to have her around!It's the second time she came to our church.The service was cool.2 Secondary School dropouts trying to find the meaning and purpose of life.1 customer having 3 boyfriends at 1 go,another study n study.However,1 sister(last customer) shared her conversion story.The praise n worship was seperated but the atmosphere didn't change.I thank God for yesterday's new brothers and sisters(though most of them I do not know). :) Xin Yi and Hui Min's Primary School friend convert too! :)

After service,we went to StarHub as usual to eat and fellowship.I accompanied Jasmine to buy Char Kway Teow and later I bought my Fish Ball Noodle(yummy).I went down to RC later and was surprised that inuran was that.Normally she doesn't work on Sat.I met ukyomk2 and Ren respectively.I helped my sis buy her stuffs and hang around there for quite sometime.

I went back and saw that they were eating.I took out my cookies(supposed to give to visitors) and shared with my group,Joyce group and the guys.Jency came back and rushed to the toilet to wash away the make-up while we were playing games.She came back from the toiletand feeling hungry,she went to buy noodles.We continued to play after we thought of our blessings.We shared them as Jency was eating.She taught us a teaching and asked us wat do we want to see in our group.

We moved to Hui Ru's place after the meeting as Jency n the other SDMMhad a meeting.Everyone(except Hui Ru,Jing Mei and me) went to buy ice-cream after knowing that's a discount for a second cup.While waiting for them,I went to buy soya bean milk and went down to take postcards.When I came up,they were still lining up,waiting for their turn.We chat and eat our stuffs.After that,we went to play soccer(the 1 in StarHub) with another two brothers(another came in and went off).We went to play again for 10 minutes before we left to see our band perform.

Many went there to support our band.Had to wait for the hip hop dance and fashion show (-_ - lll) to end before our band went up the stage.We cheered n whistled n screamed.The atmosphere was high!After our band's performance,half of the audience left.We watched another performance before leaving.As Ting had trouble walking,we helped her to carry her things as Joyce carried her(she had an operation the day before).There was a little confusion but everything turned out rather ok.Ting went home with her 2 brothers by taxi.

On the way hime,we played,chat and sing. XD Gordon kept singing lu bian yi ke rog shu xia...-_-lll Anyway,we had fun yesterday although I reached home 10++pm.:P

Back~

2005-12-05T20:37:00.000+08:00

Wah!I am really slacking!my last post was 1 month ago!Come to think of it,is not I too slack but from mon-fri I have remedials for 2 weeks in Nov...Third week need to go back to school for open house and other things...Last week of Nov,I had WFL and Bio remedial...whoo!Wat a busy month!Oh ya...talking about Bio remedial...my hand was bitten by someone(the mark still can be vividly seen)...Ouch!December is here!I will like to thank Him that 2 miracles had happened!My sis thought is time to go back to Him and xxx xxx a bit interested!Whee~Want to bring them to salvation!:DPerhaps I really long time never blog that my first paragraph is real long!Wow!I had never blog such a long paragraph!XD

Hmm...last Sat was a bit err...how to describe...I thought I was late for Prayer Meeting...I rushed up the escalator but I fell(ouch!)...My right leg bled and my left fingers were injured...hmm...let me count...I have 8 lines of injuries on my right leg...ouch!This shows I am a clumsy person(indeed).

After service had Alpha meet.Before that,I need to rush to Cineleisure to meet my sis so that I can pass her the things needed.Thank God that she reached before me so I can leave for Alpha Meet.Had lunch with my new cg leader - Jency(a fun person indeed!).She drank from a Precious Moment milk bottle given by her ex-sheeps.She showed many people how she drank!Joyce said she wanted 1 too!

I almost forgot the meaning of the Alpha Meet(opps)!Thanks to Eelee for her reminder! :) Alpha Meet is always fun!Had games and can learn new stuffs!For game,we had to lock our hands together,sit down on the floor and stand up in the shortest time(played in cgs).As my leg was injured,I didn't play...The guys won in the end(congrats)...den in cgs,we had to build a stairway to Heaven.Joyce's group won in the end(congrats).Later,we actually learnt about the Tower of Babel.It was use for a bad motive but there are still things we could learn from them - Unity.

At the end of the day,I was really really tired,can zZz immediately after lying on the bed.Talk about zZz,nowadays,I really can't zZz until 2am +.Wow!Really can't zZz...dunno why...All right,after my long long blog...got to rest liao...

[ Y e s t e r d a y ]

2005-11-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

Went out yesterday without tellin someone...sorry!Yesterday went out to meet Kagari n Sucal^Retoved to get my sis stuffs...Met Sucal^Retoved first at Orchard MRT station...very friendly...

I was so blur...suppose to go Far East Plaza,ended up at Far East Shopping Centre!!!Even have to ask for directions from 4 people(Kagari,sh90,kaede_gal n my sis)!!!Wah...den later finally found my way...wasted kagari many time!!!argh!!!Gomen!!!Sorry!!!Feel really bad about this...

After meetin Kagari,I went to find the rest of the 14th Shinigami Squad...They were takin neoprints...I poke kaede n she pokes me back...So many unfamiliar faces...den I ask "What is your username?"...What a weird question...unless u have a better idea wat to ask?Met ariki,rirowa,tantha...We walk walk a little while den went to kino...

At kino,something happened...dun want to mention it...lolx...Anyway,we were quite "crazy" at kino...tok n tok n tok...walk n walkn walk...

Haha...lazy to type anmore...haiz...last time want to post pics but error...haiz...wonder wat is wrong...

Moi Life

2005-10-31T16:08:00.000+08:00

Hee...lazy me...never blog for a long time again...Exams were over...haiz...didn't do well.Need to go for re-exam and alot of remedials.Bo bian.Who ask me to be so lazy.Anyway just changed my blog music to this Savage Garden song.I have been looking for this song everywhere.I love it!Their songs are great!

All right...I wonder what happened to me nowadays...feel sianz,become lazy,throw temper easily and is unwilling to do things!!!Oh my...anyway,I have tok to someone and I believed she can and she will surely help me... :)

West Meet

2005-10-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

To tell the truth,I did not have the heart to go yesterday.I feel lazy as I did not have a good night zZz for the week.However,I still went...

On the way to Prayer Meet,at Jurong East MRT interchange,I saw Pei Si sitting alone,seem to be waiting for someone.I could not alight as there were too many people and the doors were closing.I alight at Clementi and headed back to Jurong East.The journey seems very long and I was scared Pei Si would have left.Two trains had past when I alight at Jurong East,I saw Pei Si was still there.I felt relieved but when I alight,I waited for the train in the middle to arrive.However,when I pass the middle train,I could not find her.I was panicking.The next train came and I was at lost.I did not know if she has boarded the train.I did not board and continued to search for her.Finally she "appeared" and I walked to her.I was overjoyed!I suddenly was reminded of Jesus.It was like Him seraching for His lost sheep...

The service was fast and the sermon did impact me...After service,WestC immediately proceed to the space outside Centre Point.We gathered together and played together.We were separated into two groups.We did disgusting things(wahaha...dun think dirty!),searching for things for the game.Running up and down the escalator(can slim down liao) was a tiring chore.We still enjoyed ourselves though.

After the games,we had our lunch.Jing Mei blessed me with a cup of Sprite(grateful!) and Hui Ru blessed Xin Yi and me with ice kacang(grateful!)...yum yum n aaAAaa...

The whole West meet at America Room at 4.15pm for the West Meet.Eelee was our host.We had fun in the games,worshipping,listening to the sermon d,praising...The sermon was the same as my shepherding this week-Charcateristics of World Changers.Though I have learned it before,I still listen as a new sermon.Really learned alot!

Shall stop here...Exams are finally reaching to an end!Yeah!

Gundam Seed Destiny Images

2005-10-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hee hee...Want to blog but too lazy to type.Think posting pictures is the best...haha!

The Basketball Game Of Friendship

2005-09-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

The Basketball Game of Friendship
Auel: Ah, I'm so bored. Sting, want to go upstairs?
Sting: Sure. Since we have to wait for reinforcement team to come anyway. Stellar, want to come too?
Stellar: Yeah.
Stellar: The sea~
Sting: Hey, don't fall off the ship, Stellar!
Auel: She's lucky, she can be happy by just staring at the sea.
Sting: Heh, that's true.
Auel: But, don't you think this deck is so big~?
Sting: Obviously, since it's an aircraft carrier.
Auel: Hm? Hey, Sting! Want to play basketball?
Sting: Ah? Basketball?
Auel: You know, the game that the other guys usually play! Over there! See! They even have a ball!
Sting: Hah, it's a kid's game.
Auel: Sting!! Tch, what a boring guy. Oh well. Hey, Stellar, want to play? Come over here.
Stellar: Okay.
Auel: Try and take it from me!
Stellar: Auel... what is it...?
Auel: The ball! Come on, try and take it from me! Come on~
Stellar: Ah!
Auel: Haha over here, over here!! No no, you can't get me like that! ah!
Sting: What are you doing spacing out, Stellar! Shoot the ball!
Stellar: Shoo?
Auel: Hah! I got it back!!
Stellar: No, my ball!
Sting: Move out of the way, Stellar!
Auel: Oh? So you're going to go against me next, Sting?
Sting: Basically I just have to put it in without making you shoot, right?
Auel: We'll see about that!
Sting: I won't let you pass!
Auel: No no~ it's this way~ Dunk~ Shoot!!
Sting: What?! A feint?!
Auel: Haha! Try attacking me now. But, that is if you can pass me!
Sting: Damn you! Don't take me so easily!
Sting: Damn, he doesn't lower his guard...
Auel: I won't let you get by so easily!
Sting: Not even this works...
Auel: Hey hey, your moves are gradually getting better. I can't be so careless.
Sting: Let me calm down... this is just like a mobile suit match. I'll go.
Auel: He's coming... the right... or the left...
Sting: This way!
Auel: What?! The bottom?! You're going to do it that way?! Gah!
Sting: Heh, shoot~
Auel: What the hell are you doing?!
Sting: One point. Now we're even.
Auel: You're so cheap! There's no such rules as sliding!
Sting: Hah, rules? Even if it's against the rules, when you win, you win.
Auel: Well, if that's how it is...
Sting: But hey, where did you learn how to play basketball?
Auel: I don't know.
Auel: Sting, you're slow! Hah!
Sting: What?! He used me as a pedastool?!
Auel: Haha! Did you see that?!
Sting: Hey, that's even more against the rules!
Auel: But you said when you win, you win.
Sting: Damnit... !
Auel: You kicked me?! You kicked me, didn't you!!
Auel: Damn!
Sting: After a break, we'll continue.
Auel: I thought this was a kid's game for you.
Sting: I just want to prove who's better.
Auel: Sureee, and you got all serious about it
Sting: Shut up. But. . . it's pretty fun.
Auel: You know, maybe we can live by being basketball players after the war ends.
Sting: Auel... we are...
Auel: Idiot! What are you doing getting all serious! That's your cue to laugh! Come on! Laugh! But you know, the outside world is fun. We can kill off a lot of enemies. It's way better than the lab.
Sting: Yeah. And Stellar looks pretty happy too.
Auel: And she's still staring at the sea... she never gets bored, does she...
Sting: Hey, Stellar! Pass me that ball over there, will you?
Stellar: Hmm?
Auel: Yeah! That one! Toss it over here!
Stellar: Okay
Sting: Nice shot!!

Stellar: Sting, Auel... you look happy.
Sting: Do you want to play too?
Stellar: Yeah!
Auel: Fine. Both of you can go after me then!
Sting: What?!
Auel: Come on!
Auel: Wah! Stellar quit it! Don't elbow me!!
Sting: Go for it Stellar! Do it!
Auel: Ahh I'm so tired.
Sting: How was it? Was it fun, Stellar?
Stellar: Yeah!
Auel: Hey, let's play again.
Stellar: Yeah. Tomorrow again!
Auel: Tomorrow?
Stellar: Let's play. All three of us. Tomorrow. okay?
Sting: Yeah, if there is a tomorrow...

This is a story I feel very heart pain...This story features Auel,Sting and Stellar from Gundam Seed Destiny.They are "Phantom Pains".They were trained from young to be a killing machine.All they do is fighting and killing in order to survive.Kill OR Be Killed.That is how cruel the people who controlled them are.They are still human afterall but they were treated like killing machine!!!They live just to fight.Their future is uncertain...they will never know when they will be killed in the battlefield...

West Cg

2005-09-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

Woosh...long time never update...haha!Lazy me!Recently feel very tired...dunno for wat reason.Perhaps zZz too late(always zZz around 12am)*run away*.Wahaha!Exam comin liao...start to feel a lot of stress.I want to pass my English!!!!!Recently kept failing English!!!!!I have never failed English before!!!!!Never mind,dun tok abt it first...practice more on summary and letter writing...

Oh ya...suppose to tok about West cg!Have STM liao...It was fun!!!We met at Boon Lay control...wait...wait...wait...sittin there waitin for someone to pick us up.Finally,Joyce arrived!We had games,praise n worship,yummy foods(lots...make me so full),tokin...The whole thing ended around 6pm...den eat,eat,eat.Reached home around 7.30pm...almost get scolded but nothing happened in the end.Praise Him!

Oh ya!Gundam Seed Destiny is airing at Kids Central this Sunday!However,I dun expect to musch as there will be lots of censoring here and there.It isn't supposed to give kids to see.The story is quite complexed lor...I prefer to buy wand watch the original anime!Oh~Kira!Lacus!Auel!My favourite characters!So handsome and beautiful!

West Celebration

2005-08-27T20:43:00.000+08:00

Today get up at 8am(normally I won't wake up so early on saturdays) because Jolene wants to meet me.

While on the MRT,I saw Yu Qian,her gals and one contact whose name is Roxxane(Reminds me of my ex-senior).We chat on the journey.When we reach Raffles Place Interchange,we saw Jolene(what a small world).

At the Isle Cafe,Jolene told me that she will shepherd me on behalf of Jasmine as she is having her 'N' level.However,Jasmine still remains as my shepherd.Anyway,today,I really hear the word "discouragement" lots of times however...

After service,the whole West went to Istana Park for the West Celebration.Ting and Dewen were our host and they used paper to give instructions rather than talk to us in the beginning of the celebration(interesting).We started with games and our game masters were Yu Qian and Jing Mei.We played "Husband and Wife" (get stepped by dunno who) and "Crouching Tiger Hiden Dragon".It was then followed by testimonials by 4 brother(Aaron) and sisters(Jolene,Hui Ru&Tania).Then the leaders(including Eelee) affirmed their caregroup members and the whole West(for Eelee).We celebrated together with drinks.Ting met us after the whole celebration and encouraged us.Every celebration has to end,rite?

I went to Rapid Culture to buy 2 boxes of Gundam Seed Heroine Best Collection(above pic) and opened them at Takashimaya.I got Lacus(The one wearing purple and black) and Lunamaria!I was so excited!I got Lacus!The one I want most(although its my sis $)!Wahahaha! *cough* Excuse me. *giggle*

Plan to buy more.Hee...I will keep updating...

<< GSD >>

2005-08-22T14:09:00.000+08:00

Just came back from from school,feeling very tired,slept 4 hours only.Thank God today does not seem that long or else I will be suffering.

Recently just started collecting GS/GSD stuffs.My sister and I are fans of Gundam Seed(GS)/Gundam Seed Destiny(GSD).The characters are really cool and the design of their uniforms is superb!Really like them!I collected the Gundam Seed Character Fortune(cute!)(see above pic),HGIF Kira,Stellar,Cagalli(cool!),Rey pencil board,Kira and Cagalli DX cell,Chimagore...most of them are not in complete set(no $)...The above mention stuffs are mostly belong to my sister as I do not have much $... I hung Lacus character fortune(pink hair beauty) on my handphone.Like her lotx!

Now I am saving up to buy a Mia Campbell DX figure(nice) though I do not really like her character.It is quite big and expensive.However,still I think its worth it. :)

All right,it's time for me to go for my afternoon nap...zZz

Test,Test,Test

2005-07-30T12:21:00.000+08:00

This week was a common test week (actually not really the whole week).Quite stress as usual (haiz).However,life still goes on...

There are a few students from China came to visit schools in Singapore.My school was one of the selected schools and they arrived at tuesday.They were "attached" to councillors so that the councillors can show them around and help them.Two of the China students came into my class.They were "attached" to Desmond and Shi Hua.The China girl is Pei Yao,the other I fogot =P.I almost got mixed her name up with my friend's.Haha...too blur liao...However,they left today.

During choir practice,we practice singing "Make A Difference".After that,we listened to the NDP songs as we need to sing them during National Day.Everyone listened attentively and sing along.All right,very tired,see ya in next post.

Time Flies...

2005-07-11T19:53:00.000+08:00

ooOoo...Its July liao...Holiday is gone and now back to school for a week+.Some of my homework is still not done...duh oh!:P

Anyway,I do not know why I feel that today passes very fast.In the morning,I thought I will be late in meeting with Ting they all but thank God I didn't. :D I also do not feel tired like I was in the past though I zZz at 12+ yesterday.Amazing,isn't it?

During recess,Xin Yi and I search for Stella,Rachel and Wei Li for some time as we did not know they were in the lab.After recess,of course,we went back to the class.Mdm Tay came back to school after a week MC.She is quite nice in the sense that she still give us time to hand in our holiday assignment.

After school,I rushed back home to take Shi Yun's Emaths holiday homework to pass up to Mrs Chua.Very tiring...Xin Yi,Shu Ting,Hui Ru,Jolene,Jasmine and I went to the computer lab.I rushed through my Social Studies project and finally get it done.There is still some time before we decided to leave.During this period of time,I played game,change and edit blog skin.I like this skin alot!They are two of my favourite characters from Full Moon Wo Sagashite. :D Later,Hui Ru,Xin Yi and I went to Mc Donald to eat and they planned their coming MCG.

Our final destination is Shi Yun's house.She has been ill for quite some time and Mrs Ng seems worried too so we decided to pay her a visit.When we reached her house,she was at her computer.We talk to her and tell her about some of the topics she need to catch up on.

Home Sweet Home!

WFL

2005-06-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the last lesson for WFL.Through the lessons,I really have learned alot!Really hated myself for not going to the first class(write this to remind myself and everyone not to miss any of Y-Hope's activites).The lessons were beneficial in my walk with Him.Our class,prayer essential,always ended quite early and Cindy,me,Jolene went back to Nexus to wait for the others to end their lessons.It was freezing there.Few people came yesterday and I think they really missed out many good things(haiz),feel sad for them.The lesson really inspires me alot and again,I want to share a song...hee...

Shout Of The King

I give You praise for You deserve it
I give You praise for what You've done
I give You praise for You are able
I'll give You praise till I overcome

I give You praise when the sun is shining
I give You praise in the dark of night
I give You praise when the battle rages
I'll give You praise till it works out right

<>
Shout of the King is among us
God lives here-in our praises
Shout of the King is among us
Praise Him,praise Him
Praise Him in everything

Heaven opens as we sing Your praise
Angels join us as we praise your name

This song really gives me faith.Praise him till I'll overcome.Always have faith in Him even when the problem is not solved yet.He is almighty,truthful and majestic.Trust in Him and things will go on smoothly. :)

Opps...

2005-05-29T11:49:00.000+08:00

Opps...haha...too long never update liao...pai say...Exam here,can't blame. :P Anyway,just came back from Sec3 camp.Oh my!It is very tiring and the last day in St John was too terrible.Due to three piles of ... everyone(girls) was punished!I almost could not take it especially we had morning jog and just rested for less than an hour(?).

Finally reach home liao...Can zZz for as long as I want.Anyway its HOLIDAY!Yeah!Holiday rocks!Can rest and slack all I want but also cannot forget all those holiday homework(haiz).Too tired to talk anymore,got to zZz...hee...

< B i r t h d a y >

2005-05-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

Once a year,my birthday is here(being lame)!Yeah!So excited as usual!I have been looking towards tthis day!However,the sad thing is that I am older by one year old!haiz...never mind!The best thing is that I have my friends and sisters celebrating my birthday with me!

After my examination today,I had care group.I went to Jolene's house.They bought an ice cream cake for me!!!I like it so much!!!I had always wanted to eat ice cream cake!!!Oh my!How did they know!!!Actually,they wanted to make it a surprise for me...However,when Jolene came into the room with a lighter,I knew what was going on...Didn't dare to tell them,didn't want to spoil their mood...

In the morning,Mei Jun,my Godsis, gave me my very first present of the day!!!So excited and happy although nobody gave me any present the rest of the day(except the cake)...*sob sob*haha...it's all right!

Every year,my birthday lands on one of my examination days...haiz...so sad...It's ok...after still can celebrate!Anyway,today is my birthday and I will not let anything spoil my mood!Yeah!!!

Update

2005-05-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

Bleah...Long time never update liao...sorry...feeling lazy...Exam comin and all those stuffs...feeling quite stress...Despite all these,life still goes on...Here's a song to share:

Blessed

Blessed are those who dwell in Your house,
They are ever praising You.
Blessed are those whose strength is in You
Whose hearts are set on our God

We will go from strength from strength
Until we see You face to face

Hear our prayer
O Lord God Almighty,
Come bless our land
As we seek You,worship You

For You are Holy
For You are Holy,
For You are Holy Lord

This is another song which I like...The music and lyrics are powerful...It really makes me put my heart into singing the song...It's as though the song is leading me,not I lead the song...

- { E v e r y d a y } -

2005-04-26T14:47:00.000+08:00

Everyday

What to say,Lord?
It's You who gave me life and I
Can't explain just how
Much you mean to me now
that You have saved me,Lord
I give you all that I am to You
That everyday I can
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday Lord I'll
Learn to stand upon YourWord
And I pray (that I)
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me
In every single step I take that
Everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

chorus...
Everyday
It's You I live for
Everyday
I'll follow after You
Everyday,I'll walk with You,my Lord

It's You I live for,everyday
It's You I live for,everyday
It's You I live for,everyday

A light-hearted song(?) that I like.Not becoz of the music but the lyrics...What people who love Him wants to express...There are many ways to express our grattitude to someone...and writing songs is one of them.The important thing is not about the lyrics...is your heart.If you put your heart and soul into your work,people will feel it!What I see in you is not your appearance but your sincerity...Personally,I feel that music really has impact on me...It brought my emotions up and down...When someone ask why you like a particular song a lot...don't answer immediately...think about it through.Is there anything special about it that it has a place in your heart?

- P l a n e t S h a k e r @ P a s i r R i s ! -

2005-03-19T03:54:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a tired but fun & memorable day! :D

I went to Sentosa with Ting Ting,Jolene,Hui Ru,Xin Yi,Jasmine,Sherlyn,Hui Min & Si Xian.Si Xian was sick but she came.I also had sore eyes {pain}...We brought the food we made/buy there {I made hotdog bread... :P}.We had lots of fun and at the end of the day,I got sun-burnt {ouch}.

Later,we all went to Pasir Ris for the Planet Shaker concert {It's my first time going to a concert}.At first,we thought we had ample time to eat our dinner but it turned out the other way.As Hui Ru & I was waiting for my desserts,Ting said we need to set off immediately.We gobble up the food and set off.

When we reached the destination,there was already a long queue.We were quite far behind in the queue.Subsequently,Jerel,Joyce & Jency they all arrived too.

We began the whole concert with a talk to our Father in Heaven for a while.After that,the Planet Shaker finally showed up!!!The first song we sang was Running After You {yeah,it is one of my fav song!} followed by two other new songs.The last song we sang was Open Up The Gates {another of my fav song!!!}.I sang until I almost lost my voice...haha...*cough* Excuse me...haha!

We went home together after we ate at Mc Donald.We were hungry after concert as we did not have a proper dinner.In the MRT,we were debating about what to wear on Saturday.Some of us were tired so they closed their eyes and rest.

Though we were tired at the end of the day,I am sure we had a great day!

~Blessing(?)~

2005-03-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

Here to update the blog. :)

Today is a tired but fruitful day.Xin Yi,Hui Min and I went to the Mc Donald near to JSS to have our lunch.We chat until almost 3 at the Mc Donald.Later,we went to the bus stop and wait for the bus.Hui Min left first and I accompany Xin Yi to find her mother at Blk350 as she needs to get money from her mother to buy a pair of pants which she likes alot.

After getting the money from her mother,we went to the bus stop opposite Lakeside Primary School.It is before we board the bus 30 to Jurong Point that Xin Yi discovered that her ez-link card was not wif her.We walked back the same route to Mc Donald.We met 2 councillors from our school and I asked them if they had seen Xin Yi's ez-link.Thanks to them that we know she had dropped her ez-link at Mc Donald.It is such a relief afterall...

-Feeling-

2005-03-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

For This Cause

Hope has found its home within me
Now that I've been found in You
Let all I am be all You want me to be
Coz all I want is more of You
Coz all I want is more of You

Let Your presence fall upon us,
I want to see You face to face,
Let me live forever,
Lost in Your love
Coz all I want is more of You
Coz all I want is more of You

chorus...
I'm living for this cause
I lay down my life into Your hands.

I'm living for the Truth,
The Hope of the world,
In You I stand.
All I want is You

All I want is,
All I want is You...Jesus

This song shows the deep and strong desire of people who really love the Father and the Son{there may be some mistakes in the lyrics...sorry}.It is very touching."Why do we need to lay down my myself to Him?"You may wonder.The mystery is waiting for us to solve.Only by accepting and feel His love from the bottom of ur heart will u to the answer.Time and tide waits no man...however His love for u will wait till ur last breath...Feel it from the bottom of ur heart,do not lie to urself,His love for u...

~ HoLiDaY! ~

2005-03-13T13:23:00.000+08:00

Finally!After waiting for a long time,holiday is here!However...I still have choir practice from Monday to Friday during the holiday.I don't think it is really a holiday for me... :( Never mind,I can still enjoy myself with the rest of the time!hahaha...I can watch anime DVDs or VCDs... :) I like being optimistic(?)...haha...Listening to music will be another choice to spend my time!Besides playing,of course I need to set some time for my studies and ministry...Plan to be more focus on social studies,both maths and physics.These are my weaker subjects(opps...ur noe my secret).Hope I will not grow too fat during tis holiday or I can't fit into my uniform!:P

Thanks for visiting my blog!Happy Holiday!;)

Reflection

2005-03-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

Time flies very fast.I am now in Secondary Three,preparing for my 'O'level next year.{haiz...}

I have been walking with my Father in Heaven for almost a year.Though I left him for a while,he has never leave me!He blessed me with many things.His selfless love once again moved me and brought me back to the right path.No one can replace him...his love for me is forever and will never change.I may face storms and feel tired but He,I know ,WILL provide me strength and everything to help me walk through these storms."I don't care what people will say,I'm running after you!I won't turn back and go their way,coz I'm running after YOU!Don't matter wat may come my way,I'm running after YOU!"~adapted from the song "Runnning After You" by Planet Shakers.~

Last Sat,I am finally back at Y-Hope.Being tired and unstable,I left Y-Hope for more than 1 month.When I am back,I was shocked to see the size of WestC has dropped!It seems there are fewer people coming than I thought!There is not much enchantment of joy!I told myself I DON'T want this to carry on!I want to see WestC grow and break our goal!I am thinking of wat I can do now...{hmm...} Everyone plays a part in making WestC grow!

{argz...have not done my h/w}

Time seems too little for us to spend...especially in upper sec.Got to plan wisely!Spending time with him(my father in Heaven) to renew myself and relax is a MUST to me...Resting is to walk further... :)